Age 16 - Buena Park High School - Raped
Thoughts Of Suicide is not new to me example: It was on a Friday while at Buena Park High at the age of 16, skinny and weighing only 95 lbs it was during PE we wear being tested to see how many pull ups we can do, it was my turn and being at that age my body parts had a mind of its own. Yep I was having a boner so i had to stop.
The coach saw it and was laughing. After PE and we all showered and most left someone said that the coach wanted to see me. I went into his office and closed the door then he grabbed my left arm pulled it behind me bent me over the desk and pulled my pants down, I could feel what he was doing, all i could do is nothing. He was saying something but i could not make it out.
I felt numb all over, I do not remember much after that other then I ran home and told my mom i was sick, i took a long shower and threw my bloody underwear away and stayed in bed. I thought it was a bad dream or something but I was hurting inside. I reluctantly reported it to my school canceller that Monday morning, after a short time he returned and changed all my scheduled class to only one class – Todd Tennyson class for special students.
I reported it to my dad but by then they convinced him I was lying, my dad told me to never speak of it again. So I drank a shot of whiskey each day before school until i was forced to quit high school from harassments from the school staff members and .Todd Tennyson.
Shortly after some students and parents came forward and reported similar activities of the coach. In the 70’s there was nobody else to go to. Nobody cared.
I felt it was my entire fault; i was unfit to be my dad’s son. I felt everyone at school is going to know, I was scared, i questioned who I was, and is this what life is going to be? I just wanted to die, I lost interest in everything, stayed at home in my room mostly until my mom brought into my room Cuddles a very small black and white puppy, took some time to get my head back on straight I had to help myself with my pups love.. But I was all right after that. I once again had reason to continue, that’s when i knew a man’s boy’s best friend is his dog.
Sep 3 2020 – California Governor Newsom Passes Bill to Decriminalize Men Having Sex with Boys. Now it's legal to rape kids.