I have lost my belief in mankind and religion

What makes people lose faith in humanity? How? Why?
I lost faith in humanity because:

Everybody is fake. Everybody acts all “professional” so they can make money, but “professionalism” is affectatious, and that is pretentious.

The United States is a majority “Christian” nation, yet NOBODY does what Jesus says and the church is a place of utter hypocrisy. Jesus said “call no person Father, or Rabbi, or Teacher”, yet everybody does. Jesus said “give no thought to the clothes you wear”, yet priests and pastors wear pretentious vestments and members of congregations dress up all fancy like to go to church. The church described in the book of acts says “nobody claimed that any thing was their own and they had all things in common”, yet NO “Christian” I know would dare give up their possessions to be shared by everybody.

When I actually try to obey the teachings of Jesus- actually follow the words he spoke in the bible, I am shunned from participation in most activities in society. I am ridiculed by self-proclaimed “Christians”. I am called “extremist”.

Every single person wants to control the lives of every other person. There is no freedom in the United States. People call it “the land of the free”, but we only have the illusion of “choice” within the paradigm dictated by our dictators.

The “authority” of politicians, police, and the government in general depends ENTIRELY on coercive tactics, including but not limited to: threats against one’s freedom, one’s life, one’s livelihood, one’s possessions; and force. And they threaten with fines. If someone fails to pay tribute, they steal homes, land, possessions…

Because our “leaders” spend money recklessly and pass the burden on to civilians via taxes and interest. They take our money, if we earn so much of it, and they use it to their own discretion to (among other things): kill people, destroy nature, and inflate their own salaries.

Politicians are so far removed from reality. There is not an honest person in congress (at the national or state levels).

People complain that there is a “homelessness crisis”, yet we ALREADY HAVE enough heated buildings (hotels, office towers, warehouses, houses, etc) that we could provide warm shelter for every single human on earth many times over. But instead, we lock them and restrict access to protect the non-living objects within; to protect the interests of business and money making ventures.

People complain that there are global food shortages…yet food grows abundantly everywhere on earth. But instead of harvesting it and eating it, most people call it “weeds” and poison it and poison the land with it. Cities and towns enforce codes that require homeowners to keep lawns “kempt”, preventing plants from ever reaching maturity and inhibiting the growth of nature. Additionally, the state subsidizes farms on over half of the nations aerable land to grow feed for livestalk for the fast-food industry…wtf? Imagine if that land was used to grow food for humans. Or given back to nature so native animals could flourish again and we’d have naturally growing food (both animals and plants) to harvest and hunt. That would have a side effect of reducing carbon emissions from cows.

People litter everywhere. This world has been made disgusting with pollution. “Fresh” water isn’t safe to drink in most places. It’s not possible to walk down a road or sidewalk without coming across litter of some kind.

Because in China, people are about to be subjugated by a social “point” system to determine each person’s worth to society.

The sky is a sickly orange at night instead of the magnificent milky way because everybody “needs” their lights. Many businesses stay lit up all night long, even when they’re closed. Empty parking lots stay lit all night. Empty streets stay lit all night.

Because animals are going extinct, forests are being depleted, and our oceans are turning to plastic…all so global economies can flourish and so everybody can have all the resources they need to hoard all the stuff they can collect.

Because humans divide themselves by nation, by creed, by caste, by ideology…though we are ALL human

Humanity has made a god of money. Of the economy. Of “success”.

Humanity has made idols of flags and national identities.

Nobody stands for Truth. And when people do, they are condemned and ridiculed or called “delusional”.

Because people actually believe their “vote” is their “voice”.

I could go on and on because the list is unending.

In short, humans are wasteful. Humans are selfish. Humans are deceitful. Humans are destructive. Humans are liars.

Nobody listens. Nobody cares. Everybody judges.

Truthfully, I am at a point that I wish for death because I am so sick of the pretenses and affectations of this society. I am so sick of every single person’s insatiable thirst for money. I am so sick of standing by while everybody destroys this planet and calls it “progress”. F*** humans. F*** money. F*** politicians.

It sucks. It sucks because I see that beneath it all, most people truly seem to be inherently good. But everybody is so consumed by the lies society has imposed on us since birth that we need to behave a certain “acceptable” way and wear certain clothes and speak a certain way, and that life generally just works a certain way, that the goodness they have is lost to the delusions of living in the devil’s world, because it is not “just”.

It sucks seeing clearly in a world lost in a fog and in a world of No Laws or Accountability for ones Actions..